Rainy Day Blues

I got a feeling called the blues….
If it doesn’t stop raining I’m gonna lose my mind! DH figures that it’s been raining for 28 straight hours. And we’re not talking wimpy little sprinkly rain, either. No, it’s been raining medium hard and steady. Ugh! Everything is stinky and slimy. And then there’s the issue of the light. Or lack of it. It’s been so dark all day…

OK. Time to get myself together. Yesterday was pretty nice for most of the day, and the tailgate market was lovely. Had a delicious meal afterwards of yellow squash sauteed in butter with onions and fresh basil, topped with cracked pepper chevre, and grilled sheephead. Of course DH had to grill the fish while holding the girls’ green frog umbrella!

It’ll get better. And when it does I have corn to replant. We went a little overboard with the soybean meal, and burned the sprouts. It’s a very short season variety of sweet corn, so I feel like we may still have plenty of time. I’m going to ask my friend P* if he thinks I have time to plant Silver Queen (my favorite), or if I’m going to have to try that one next year.

June 25, 2004 | Tags: , | Comments Closed

Review of Fahrenheit 9/11

Here’s an excellent review of Michael Moore’s film. We’re looking forward to going to see it, but it probably won’t be this weekend—we’re going to aim for next Tuesday or Wednesday.

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By Way of Deception

By Stuart Klawans, The Nation. Posted June 24, 2004.

Not the judgment of film critics but the passage of time will decide whether Michael Moore’s Fahrenheit 9/11 can change the world. Change, of course, is the whole purpose. Whatever satisfaction Moore derives from his ever-mounting income and awards, he clearly will consider this picture a success only if it helps drive George W. Bush from office. Voters will write the real review. I can merely fill time until November, with the thought that Fahrenheit 9/11 might be interesting as a movie after it has done its work as politics.

As with any good polemic — and this is an excellent one — you sit in the theater thinking of how someone else would respond, some imaginary “undecided” in a swing state, or perhaps your Uncle Max the Republican. You don’t much monitor your own reactions. But then, as you leave the movie house, you might notice that the sidewalk chatter sounds oddly muffled, the traffic looks a little blurred, as you begin to realize that your attention has not come outside with you; it’s still in the dark, struggling with the feelings that Fahrenheit 9/11 called up and didn’t resolve. Are you outraged, heartbroken, vengeful, morose, gloating, thoughtful, electrified? Moore has elicited all of these emotions and then had the nerve — the filmmaker’s nerve — to leave you to sort them out.

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June 24, 2004 | Comments Closed

More Rain…

Blech. I’m moldy, muddy and musty. However, I was able to get in the garden for a little while yesterday, and again today. Thank goodness, because the weeds were just about to get the upper hand, which is what happened last year. We couldn’t keep up with the weeds or mowing, and then when the tomatoes bit the dust (or should I say mud) we just sort of gave up. This year is not so bad; already I have some half-red tomatoes (Juliet is the variety—a canning-type tomato that is very prolific and quite disease resistant). So today I planted all my eggplants–a little late, but should be fine. Five varieties: Nadia, a hybrid standard size and shape; Orient Express, which is one of those long skinny eggplants, black; Orient Charm, same size and shape, but pinkish-lavender; Louisianna Long Green, same size and shape, but lime green; and Snowy, long, skinny, and white. Also transplanted a bunch of basil, mainly just Genovese for pesto.

The goats hate this weather. They love drought. (Unlike my Scotch-Irish self, though this is a little much rain). These ladies are from Africa and they get so wimpy when things get wet.

Tomorrow is supposed to be a little drier—maybe I’ll actually be able to dry a load of laundry…

June 23, 2004 | Tags: , | Comments Closed

Our Life Here

It’s another rainy day—too wet to work in the garden. This has been a rainy summer, though nothing like last year, when we watched the tomato plants go from lush, green, and beautiful to black goo almost overnight. And didn’t get a single tomato.
I live in the Appalachian mountains on a leased 85 acre farm with my DH and two daughters, 12 and 8. We homeschool, milk our Nubian goats, make cheese, and just try to keep it all together. In addition to the aforementioned herd of goats we have:

-two old-type Morgan mares
-two cows; one a Jersey; one a Jersey/Angus cross (she goes in the freezer this winter)
-four mostly wild Shetland sheep (who may also go in the freezer)
-five geese (four Toulouse, one something else)
-a bunch of chickens
-two dogs: an invaluable Great Pyrenees cross (we literally couldn’t do this without him), and a very sweet mangy stray mutt
-five grown cats and three kittens
-and a partridge in a pear tree

Oh, and I guess I could mention that the number of goats, with this year’s kids, is twenty-two. Eleven of those are for sale.
Lately it seems like too much to keep together, so I want to sit down and have a business meeting with myself and figure out what my goals are. What am I doing with this farm? What do I want to do with this farm? A lot of the things we are accomplishing here are intangible, and have to do with the girls. For one thing, homeschooling is easier on a farm, in my opinion. The girls are so good at so many things that they never would’ve learned in school: wild plant identification, including edible and medicinal plants; midwifery (especially my older daughter, who can handle a kidding completely by herself as of this year); cooking; firebuilding; animal husbandry; etc. They are so much more comfortable with life in general than I was at their ages, too. They are getting a great education in life, death and sex. DH is wonderful at stoking their curiosity (as if they needed any stoking!)–they’ve had jarsful of hatching moths, rescued rabbits, seven-foot-long black rat snakes. I love our life here (except when I hate it!) and I love that we can give this life to our daughters.
OK. That was a good reminder for myself. I need those every so often: reminders that there are really good things happening here, even when I feel like a totally half-assed farmer.

Organically grown foods higher in cancer-fighting chemicals than conventionally grown foods

Organically grown foods higher in cancer-fighting chemicals than conventionally grown foods
Fruits and veggies grown organically show significantly higher levels of cancer-fighting antioxidants than conventionally grown foods, according to a new study of corn, strawberries and marionberries. The research suggests that pesticides and herbicides actually thwart the production of phenolics — chemicals that act as a plant’s natural defense and also happen to be good for our health. Fertilizers, however, seem to boost the levels of anti-cancer compounds.
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‘W’ stands for wacko

This is from Alternet:

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‘W’ stands for wacko

Bush is a paranoid, sadistic megalomaniac. Though hardly a revelation, the difference is that now it’s not just political — it’s medical.

In his new book, “Bush on the Couch: Inside the Mind of the President,” Dr. Justin Frank, director of psychiatry at George Washington University, analyzed all available childhood records, taped speeches, and the president’s writings after “he began to be concerned about Bush’s behavior in 2002.”

According to Capitol Hill Blue other highlights include:

The President is an “untreated alcoholic” whose brain function, such as it is, may have been affected by all those years of heavy drinking.

The President suffers from “character pathology,” including “grandiosity” and “megalomania” — viewing himself, America and God as interchangeable.

His expert recommendation? Vote. “Our sole treatment option — for his benefit and for ours — is to remove President Bush from office…before it is too late.”

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Solstice

Happy summer solstice! OK….I know it was yesterday, but I was so busy I never got around to posting. The summer solstice is the saddest of the yearly festivals to me. It comes at such a beautiful time of year, but it’s all downhill from here—the days get shorter from here til winter solstice. I prefer to think of this in the old way—as the mid-point of summer, not the first day of summer. This is midsummer, making May 1st (Beltaine) the first day of summer. Check it out—it feels right! Here’s a very nice link, for all the festivals of the year:

School of the Seasons

And here’s a poem:
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This Year I Can’t Complain

I’m green as grass, as strong
season after season
aching for the sun, the rain

Fullness between my thighs
nipples popping
Calloused hands on round hips
every touch embraces

Garden beds double-dug
soft, inviting sleep
I plant corn and beans
drumming on the earth

Sky melting crimson
first thin slice of moon
and I have bled

Who is this woman
who needs so much
Wants more, always more
fallen, fallen laughing I am

Green horizon line
space between my bones
cracked wide

Pouring out poppies
clouds of lupine
Desire, the juice we feed on

I’m open, open
the moon swells
can’t close myself

Irene Marcuse
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Hard Times and Chickens

There’s been a Black Australorp hen trying to be broody for the last couple of weeks, so we saved her some eggs and made her a sod nest in a little cage on the porch and put her and her 14 eggs in there day before yesterday. Now she’s decided that never mind, she’s not really all that broody after all. So the girls have been instructed to “break her up”"– throw her off the nest whenever they go down to collect eggs. If she’s not serious about setting, then I want her to get back into laying! Another hen, a bantam, made a nest under the rose bush outside the kitchen window and hatched out eight tiny silver chicks. By the time she had only one egg left, she was so busy keeping up with her new babies that she sort of abandoned the last egg. We picked it up and listened to it and could hear a chick inside, so I wore it in my bra all afternoon. It pecked away all day (made me jump a couple of times) until I had to leave to go deliver a wedding cake, at which point my oldest daughter took over and wore it in a bandanna around her neck. Just as the egg was getting ready to hatch, my daughter bent over to put it beneath the hen so she’d accept it as her own, and the egg rolled out of the kerchief and cracked open, and out came the chick. It seemed a little weak at first, but we can’t tell it from the others now. The hen’s an excellent mother—puffs up and turns into the Tasmanian Devil if you get too close!
Our closest neighbor, a retired guy who grew up around here, has hatched out around a hundred chicks this year between broody hens and an incubator. He says he’s aiming for two hundred! When I asked him what he was going to do with all those chickens he said,”Miss Rose, they’s hard times a-comin’!” He figures he can keep himself and his wife going as long as they’ve got chicken to eat. There seems to be some real concern among the old-timers around here that things are about to get bad. Another Great Depression; maybe warfare on American soil; Armageddon? I’m not sure what the particular concerns are for my neighbor, but I’d have to agree that it does indeed seem that hard times are coming: just making ends meet is getting harder than ever, even with growing a significant portion of our own food!
I think it’s appropriate to be concerned about the future, or at least be aware that our current way of life isn’t sustainable. We need to design our lives in such a way that if catastrophe occurs, we’re still on our feet. I don’t think it requires us to always be prepared for disaster, just to have a sense of self reliance and common sense. Here in the mountains people are generally prepared for the power to go out at any time, and especially in the winter; so many houses have wood heat, and even houses with electric heat often have backup wood heat, or at least a kerosene heater stashed somewhere for emergencies. Having a sense of community—knowing your neighbors and being prepared to help (or ask for help!) when necessary is so important, too. I don’t have the answers, I just know I want to steer my life in the direction of being able to take care of myself and my family, and in whatever way I can, of my community.
So next week we will receive one of our two annual shipments of Cornish cross chicks. These birds are for eating, not laying eggs. We get twenty-five of them twice a year. Some we freeze when they get big enough, and some we keep around “on the hoof” and butcher as needed.You can order chicks through the mail from Murray Mcmurray hatchery.
And for more information about hard times see:

  • From the Wilderness
  • Association for the Study of Peak Oil
  • Die Off: A Population Crash Resource Page